lost in the crowd copia

Today it’s been a tough day. I woke up and I felt I wouldn’tĀ fit anywhere in the world. I went for a walk to a park near my house, and saw all these people having fun and enjoying the day, but I was just thinking “what the hell am I doing here? I have so many pending matters, so many things I could and should be doing just right now, and here I am, looking at the flowers and regretting for the wasted day…” We all have hard days, days that pass in the blink of an eye.

It is dark and cold outside now, and all I can think of is this petal I found lost today…